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Thursday, 17 September 2009
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Waking Up
By Bethany Dillon
You Are On Our Side
see relatedJerusalem, Jerusalem.
Jesus sits down on the Mount of Olives, looking over His city....His love. As tears stream down his face, He cries out,"How often I've ached to embrace your children, the way a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, and you wouldn't let me. And now you're so desolate..."
That picture just amazes me. Here's the Creator of the Universe, wrapped in flesh and blood, and He's raised the dead, made lame guys run around...and He's weeping over Jerusalem.I've always wondered how Jesus handled the pain of watching those He loved running away from Him.
I had those days as a youth pastor, where the student I loved so dearly- the one I'd cried with, prayed for, counseled until all hours of the night- they just looked me in the eye, turned, and ran away.
You don't forget those things.
You don't blow them off.
All there is to do is to weep.
I re-realized today that THIS is why I live. I'm not still on this earth because God wants me to have a nicer couch, or because He wants me to have a nice home, or because He wants me to just have a great time.
I'm here with a purpose, and that purpose is wrapped up in flesh and blood, walking past me day after day. If this purpose does not make we weep,
If this doesn't stop me from waltzing through life,
If this doesn't break my heart,
Then I'm not living like Jesus.
This doesn't mean I'm always in tears or that I live in a shack. It means those things are not my priority.
Sin hurts. It breaks. It destroys.
Lord, help me to be a restorer of broken things.
Thursday, 27 August 2009
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It's Time
By Michael Bublé
see relatedVisions of me
Throughout my life God has given me little visions of the unseen condition of me. And by 'visions,' I don't mean crazy out-of-body super-spiritual ethereal experiences. It's more like God gives me this vivid illustration so I can understand the condition of my heart.When I was first dealing with the scars from my past, God gave me this image of myself, as a little girl with my pigtails and ribbons, laying on the floor in a dark, cold, brick room with chains around my hands and feet. I was emotionally curled up in the fetal position, crying tears that I thought were unseen. But He saw them. He showed me how He wanted me to invite Him into this dark, hidden area of my heart. Tearfully, I watched him tear the room apart until it didn't exist anymore.Then, when I was battling an eating disorder: I thought I was looking at another me- the "perfect" me. Size 4, perfect hair... but as I approached the picture it was really a fake cardboard cutout that my enemy was parading around in front of me. I was chasing after something that didn't exist.
There have been others along the way...
but a few months ago, I felt so bogged down with the pressure I put on myself to be perfect. I like to keep everyone happy. I like to fix things.
I felt like my desire to please God was actually driving me away from Him.
He gave me this image of myself, as a child again, spinning around and around in a pretty dress in the middle of an endless field of flowers. My chin was tilted heavenward, my eyes were closed, the sun was perfectly bright and warm... and all was well with me. I knew that place.
This field is my hiding place. I know the path well. It's paved with melodies and songs that bring life to the cry of my heart.
And I clearly heard what God was saying:
"Sara, I want you to bring people into this place with you. THAT is what you are meant to do."
I'm learning now, not to try to please people, but to bring people to the place where pleasure is fulfilled. I can't move that hidden place so people will just accidentally venture into it. I can't force them into it. But I can use my life as an invitation to all to enter into the place I call Home.
Thursday, 23 July 2009
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10 things I learned on an 8-hour date w/my hubby
1. Aaron really isn't a "downtown" kind of guy. He's a suburbanite and I'm a downtown girl. (He'll hate me for saying that, I'm sure.)
2. I'm really a graphic tee kinda girl. If I could choose to shop at only 3 stores, they'd be: Fossil, Charlotte Russe, and Forever 21. I can force myself into girly "style" stuff, but t-shirts and sneakers? I get that.
3. Aaron LOVES Cinnabon. When the smell hits him it's like he's caught a glimpse of heaven.
4. We're super un-adventurous when it comes to choosing where to eat. We always end up eating at a chain we know and are comfy with instead of taking a chance on a new place.
5. Being away from the kids with no real agenda makes us romantic and silly again. We posed on treadmills, debated having Aaron autograph some guy's shirt because there was a guy w/an afro on it, and tried on stupid sunglasses laughing at each other the whole time.
6. We LOVE LOVE LOVE books. I think we spent a total of at least 3 hours looking at or talking about books.
7. Being around Aaron makes me feel more like myself. He's the only person I never struggle w/adapting to.
8. Marriage doesn't get old if you keep having fun together. Stress is inevitable, but when we can lay all of that aside and just enjoy being together marriage stays magical.
9. We're getting old. Aaron could barely keep his eyes open at Starbucks at 9:30 p.m. Sad, I know.
10. Marriage and romance are the most beautiful, perfect picture of God's love for us. There's so much of God I could not understand if it not for Aaron. I genuinely feel sorry for the angels.
Sunday, 05 July 2009
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Help us help Marsabit
Hey, all! We hope you had a fantastic Independence Day. We're writing to share with you about something we're doing with The Gathering here in Red Oak. Our group has partnered with Blood: Water Mission, a non-profit created by Jars of Clay to help to create clean water and clean blood in Africa. For the next year, our community will be focusing on Marsabit, Kenya, a community in Africa with over 70% of individuals living in extreme poverty.
Part of this partnership is hosting three events here in Red Oak: A bike ride, a water walk, and a benefit concert. This is all part of the Ride:Well Tour, a cross-country bike ride to raise awareness and funds for the AIDS and water crises in Africa. 25 cyclists are currently crossing the nation on their bikes, and they stop here this Thursday.
Last Saturday, Aaron rode with over 60 other cyclists from our church in the Cow Creek Classic in the Dallas area. He rode 36 miles!! This Friday night we'll host the benefit concert and art auction, then Saturday morning our family will join others in walking 1.2 miles to get water, and 1.2 miles back- just like the women and children in Marsabit do every day.
Would you help us make a difference in Marsabit? There are a few ways for you to get involved:- Pray with us: for the Ride:Well team, for Marsabit, and that we would meet our community goal of $40,000 and raise awareness about the AIDS and water crises in Africa
- Sponsor us: You can sponsor in any amount through the Ride:Well site. Just choose Aaron's name from the drop-down menu. Click here to sponsor.
- Donate: we've been raising money to cover the cost of the benefit concert so that all of the funds that come in that evening go straight to Marsabit. The concert will be hosted by Dan Haseltine of Jars of Clay, and Derek Webb, Joy Williams, and Christopher Williams will be the featured artists. We also need great art to be auctioned off Friday night. If you or someone you know is an artist or photographer, could you donate or spread the word?
- Volunteer: if you live in the Dallas area, could you volunteer some of your time? We need lots of help this weekend, and we'd love to have you take part in the Water Walk Saturday morning. Just call us at 469.285.6298 or sign up on the Ride:Well site.
Thank you all for reading this and joining with us for this amazing cause. "This is true religion that pleases God: to care for orphans and widows in their distress." Thanks for being Jesus to people you may never meet.
Love and blessings,
Aaron, Sara, Josiah, Micah, Angela, and Jaraan Escamilla
Tuesday, 30 June 2009
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This week's playlist
The Call (Regina Spektor)
If You're Out There (John Legend)
How Far We've Come (Matchbox Twenty)
Chasing Cars (Snow Patrol)
Crash Landing (Schuyler Fisk)
Banana Pancakes (Jack Johnson)
Can't Buy Me Love (Michael Buble)
Worlds Apart (Jars of Clay)
Don't Stop Believin' (Journey)
All I Want is You (Barry Louis Polisar)
Billie Jean (Michael Jackson)
How Do You Do That? (The Waiting)
You Are Good (Gateway Worship)
You Are On Our Side (Bethany Dillon)
How He Loves (Kim Walker)
Lift High (Fee)
Catchafire (Toby Mac)
Lemonade (Chris Rice)
Meet Me Half Way (Kenny Loggins)
What are you listening to??
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I love Jesus, my husband, my kids, and -of course- Starbucks coffee (tall skinny 4-pump caramel latte). In my "me" time I love to write music, play guitar, read books w/my hubby, and spend time with people I love.
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